Private to Friends
I miss my mother today. I miss her often, more often then usual, but today in particular. There have been several moments in my life when I missed her, most recently on my wedding day but I have missed her in recent days and weeks. Perhaps it's because Reed and I are talking about our future and having a family of our own. She's not here for me to talk to her about that. I wore her pearls for a little while today, twisted the studs around in my ears, twirled the strand around on my fingers like I did when she would wear the necklace when I was a child. I miss her terribly today.
It's nice to be back to the routine of work and being in New York. I have a lot of work to do in our new apartment and it's keeping me distracted from being sad on a day like this. A few painters are coming in this week to work on the master bedroom and the living area. I'm doing the bathrooms myself because they're small enough to not mess up and I have some new kitchen appliances arriving this week. Sorry Ben and Johnny, but having a home to call our own is very nice. I know you guys are right upstairs, but that's a world away and Reed was right that the privacy is exactly what I needed. However, you guys should come down for dinner one night so I know you're eating well at least once this week!
( Private to Pepper )
It's nice to be back to the routine of work and being in New York. I have a lot of work to do in our new apartment and it's keeping me distracted from being sad on a day like this. A few painters are coming in this week to work on the master bedroom and the living area. I'm doing the bathrooms myself because they're small enough to not mess up and I have some new kitchen appliances arriving this week. Sorry Ben and Johnny, but having a home to call our own is very nice. I know you guys are right upstairs, but that's a world away and Reed was right that the privacy is exactly what I needed. However, you guys should come down for dinner one night so I know you're eating well at least once this week!
( Private to Pepper )